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2009-03-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

18-16=?

2008-11-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

finally 18=)

2008-11-04T01:19:00.000-08:00

things i got to do now!
first thing i got to do is get my driving license
second is to party till i drop
third is to get a good job
forth is get a school before next year
fifth is 'I DONT WANA BE IN NS'

should i or should i not get a new tattoo?

2008-09-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

dad told me to..but i've already plan what to get.
so how?i dont know!!
dad will be disappointed in me..
let me think for just few more days..

half of me regreted doin the first tattoo because of my dad but the other half of me didnt regret it at all cause its means alot to me..

two days ago my dad found out that his son has a tattoo..

2008-09-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

while i was asleep my dad went into my room and saw my tattoo.
i was afraid,i thought he was gonna bash me up!
but he didnt.he just advice me and ask me why am i ruining my body?..
at that point of time,i was speechless.

about an hour ago he told me why he didnt bash me up..
actually he wanted too..but he realize that bashing me up just makes no sense cause i am an adult now..i have the brains to think.dad also told me that he almost tear out when he saw my tattoo..
and thats when i finally realize how much my dad loves me..
i feel terible..im really sorry,i've hurt him so deep..

SORRY DAD!

im soo blank!

2008-09-09T08:33:00.000-07:00

i dont get what you said.
were u talkin abt u having a bf?
since when?
u nvr told me abt it before.
u owe me!
i need u to explain to me what the FUCK is goin on now?

2008-09-08T16:13:00.000-07:00

no such thing as two and only!

2008-08-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

only one and only..
poeple say that im crazy and what so ever..but i dont give a shit!
i did this cause i love and care..
i've met lots of poeple along the road and i can ink their names on me but i didnt..
but this time its so so different..
i've ink her on me cause i know she's my one and only..
only god knows how i feel bout her..
there's no regrets.everytime i take a look at my ink its feels like she's so close to me..
arhh how i wish i can hug her soo tightly in my arms right now..

so yeah,i miss u soo much and alot..haha
looking forward to meet you soon!

love!
HADI=)

2008-08-25T03:31:00.000-07:00

Chris Brown - With You (I Need You Boo) - Chris Brown - With You (I Need You Boo)

2008-08-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

today is tht i realized tht im so lucky to know someone like u
it has been a year since we first bump or should say (moshing together)=)
i still have good memories abt how we spent our time together..
remember i used to piggybag u and how u used to hate people who smoke infront of you.
so i would really want to thank god for making us bump into each other..
if its not for god,we would never had known each other!
so this goes to u god,'thank u very much'

last but not least..this is for u!

08/08/08

2008-08-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

well i got ditch!
but still i had fun=)

HADI ure a bad person!!=(

2008-06-29T08:38:00.001-07:00

today is kinda bad day for ME!
cuz i forgotten my MOMS BDAY...alamak step mom pulak!haha
i really feel damn bad.i havent got the chance to wish her cuz she's asleep=(
but i ate the cake already!hahaha
alaaaa..tmrw before she goes to work i'll wish her
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!I LOVE U VERY VERY MUCH MAMAAA=)
alamak no picture of my Mama ar..next time than i post ar

okay lets talk about me and forget about my Mama!haha
so yea,i've been sick for the past few days.
feel so weak on friday until i fall twice in the toilet while i kencing!wth..
and now i feel so thin like ikan KERING..knn cb
every time i look at the mirror i see an ugly ikan KERING like pukimak btol!!
i need to get fat!i need to go to the gym often and eat eat eat eat eat

k dah..dont want to talk anymore!!
AKU BINGGET SEKALI!!

chow!!!

2008-06-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

Haiya..what a fucking bored day..i spent the whole day at home!
i feel so SICK!i hate to be home..

FUCKIN SICK,sick,SICK,sick!!!!!!

and yea,talking bout SICK..
i went to MOS last night,it was okay2 la..not that funn
but the best part is there was thisFUCKIN HOT GIRL
her DAMN TITSSS is DAMN MOTHERFUCKIN HUGGEEEE!!!
she's kinda friendly and im HORNY..HAHAHAHAHA..KIDDING!
I droped my light STICK..not my other "STICK" ar!hahahaha
she pick it up for me..WOHOOOO!HAAH
my friends were like asking me to get her number..
i was DONT WANT LA..causee im nt interested!!!
i know she got BIG TITSS..but not for me..see enough already
and im now still contacting someone..so i dont really wana mess it up!

so tht about it!
SAYONARA=))

2008-06-15T03:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time..and now im back!
alot of thing had happen few weeks ago..
i got caught!!oH FUCKING HELL YEAH..i got caught for my fucking action
im really2 sorry for my STUPID actions..
and now i wonder what will happen to my FUCKING life.

And yea,i met a girl few weeks ago too..HEHE
i kinda like her but i dont know how to say to her..
im kinda scared if she like another GUY not me..
but who cares..just think positive HADI!!
i wish she that she likes me too!HAHAHAHAHAH..
maybe when the time come or maybe later or tonight i'll tell her how i feel about her.

so yeah,i have nothing else to say!!
bubbye=)

2008-04-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

i cant wait to get a tattoo!

let me show u some disign im gonna get!

DAMN IT SO NICEEEE!

Oi!

2008-04-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is a big day for me!hahaha

....

2008-04-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

i hate to admit it but i really got to say this I REALLY MISS HER!
been thinking lot bout her..i havent been talking to her for quite long time.
the last time we met is like 2 or 3 weeks ago,DAMN FUCKING LONG TIME FOR ME ALREADY!
she's very different from the whole lotsa girls i met before and that makes her the special one..ARGH!!!!
i really got to talk to her..

busted

2008-04-05T12:51:00.000-07:00

I got twenty grand in my pocket and, I'm riding round with my pockets crammed,
You the one that got the contraband, you smokin' that like you in Amsterdam,
Before I know it, I see them sirens, I'm pullin' over,
"Hey, we just ridin'!",
"Don't talk back, won't be no violence, just shut up and sit in your seat in silence",
Now the police is searching who,
they searching me and then they searching you,
They smell the breeze and you smell like trees,
cuz you hit the blunt, and you hit the purple too,
Now the lie is irreversible,
cuz you just told them we was riding clean,
They question you but they ain't question me yet,
I'm thinking the police ain't find a thing,
(Yup) Standing on the side of the freeway,
wishing they would just hurry up,
And I can see him walkin' up to me like he about put me up in 'em cuffs,
I turn around and I look at you,
and you turn away like you feelin' sick,
I'm going to jail for what I didn't commit,
I must admit that I hate a snitch...

Story telling!haha

2008-04-05T12:34:00.000-07:00

while i was walking in fcukin hott sun with my friends.
something caught ma eyes like a hook..i was like..WOW.she's DAMN pretty!!
she smiled at me..and im like OKAY!haha
ma friends were like 'hey dude,go ask for her number!'
i said nooo..im damn shy,
they were like 'u're damn pussy'
i was like 'yea man' im scared!
so we just walk off to Marina Square and grab some food while waiting for baybeats to get pumppin..

as baybeats get rocking..we came back and hitt the fucking beat!
i started moshing around the croud and all of a SUDDEN i saw the girl i dum into earlier...
i was like YEAH!!
that was the part that i started to get to know her.
we were moshing together,holding each other hands..its like wow.i aint a pussy at all!!hahahaha

after all the moshing..i asked her for her no.!
and its the first time i ask a girl for no.

came back to my friends with a big SMILE=)
and continue smiling till i get home

few days later...

i ask her out on the NATIONAL DAY...
and she said yes,she would love too
i when YAHOOOO..hahah

on national day...

i met her at the mrt station.
then we took a walk to the grand Cathay.
half way there she felt tired..so i ask her to hop on my back..
i didnt felt tired at all,while she's on my back.

when we reach the cathay,i bought tix to the movie.
we catch the movie and i felt love..hahaha
for ur info we did nothing in the cinema!!!like WTH
after the show ends..we went to coffee beans..
and it all started there..we stared kissing each other.
and we're like sitting on a small sofa for one and she's on top of me

i love it when she calls my name,made me so alive!hahahaha

after all the unrated we went to catch the fireworks...
an its the best part of the day..
it was so romantic..WOHOO
fireworks was so nice and perfect..

at the end of the day..

so its time to get part frm each other...
we started kissing like mad infront lotsa of people!
it was like madness..i wont let go,she wont too!
we're kissing for like 10mins...
best kiss i ever had...
finally i have to let go cause she needs to get home...
then we say our goodbyes there and move on home.

a few days later...

i met her again..
and i thought it was the last time...
.....long story.....

this is fuckin lame!

2008-04-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

YO lad,this is it!
so yeah,stop me,stop me
stop me if u still do love me!
stop me if u still hear me!

nothing changed
i still love you,I STILL LOVE YA LAD

i was delayed,i was way-laid
and i know what i've just said is just to late
it cause this SHIT is to be dead

so yeah,you aint gonna stop my date now
cause its dead in my head!

so this shit is aint turning back
dont take it too bad
cause it aint

but still i aint forgetting this fucking beat
and E-R-I-K-A cause the HEAT!

Yeah,YEah,YEAH!!!!